April 8, 2012

I shouldn't make promises T_T

I'm a failure T_T


I really should stop saying stuff like "I'm gonna update more often" because I think i'm cursed -.-' it never ends up the way i want it too anyways.
I'm pathetic, right? OTL

Anyways, there hasn't happened anything extremely exciting. I'm sick, first of all. Really, fuck this crap called immune thing. u see, i have this pretty awesome thing called "get sick when it's holiday" thing, and it's been going around messing with me for about 2 years now. It's. frickin. killing. me. ffffuuuuuuck.

Well yeah. This isn't going anywhere. so i'mma say see yaa and hopefully i'll actually start updating more often. WHich i won't but u can always hope, can't u? XD

HAPPY EASTER EVERYONE !!!!! ♥♥♥

April 2, 2012

Rambling ~

Hello ~

So, I'm sure none of the people (including you) who's reading this really doesn't give much of a damn about my so-called Japanese studying, but for me, it doesn't really matter. The whole reason why I'm even sitting here is completely irrational. But anyhow ~

I recently picked up my studying again, which I have been neglecting lately =_= *bows to anyone watching* It's not that I don't care about learning, because I do. If I ever get the chance to actually go to Japan and study, I wish to go there as not a complete beginner. I'm not much of a talkative person when it comes to a language I don't really speak, so to avoid me standing there like a dummy - tadaa! Self studying.

It's actually fun learning something new, you should try it ^^;

On a more serious thought, I do think that anyone who wishes to do/become something in life, should take their asses off the chair and actually do something to make it happen. Complaining won't get you anywhere, rather it just pisses off the people around you and you look like a nagging little prick. It's not like negativity isn't a part of daily life, but it's not the biggest one either. You shouldn't start complaining and whining as soon as you get a task that you find hard, right?

Also, learning something new might get you weird looks or random comments that you might take to heart, even if they didn't mean it that way. Snap out of it, really. I've learned to not take things to heart whenever a slightly hurtful comment comes along. I might get mad about it, but I don't show it. It's not that I'm untrue to my feelings, I just want to avoid annoying fights and arguements that shouldn't happen in the first place. Get what I mean? Getting mad over the slightest thing isn't good, really. In life, you'll encounter some stuff or people that you don't like, but you gotta learn to grow some balls and take it, for christ sake. Complaining will only make you look like a complete fool.

Did I need to get something off my chest? Probably, concidering I'm about to post this update. Am I talking about anyone in particular that I know? Not necessarily. I might have a few people in mind while writing this, but it's nothing that they should get mad about, like the text above tells them xD No, but seriously.

Fight for the things you want, they won't come for free even though your life's been served on a silver plate this far. At some point, you gotta stop being a child and realize that things are what you make them out to be ~

And to lighten up the mood:




O_______O *dying* I swear to god that kid is gonna get himself a gangrape if he doesn't stop being so effin hot ♥♥♥♥!!!

Fangirling aside, this update was a bit boring. (*cough*a lot*cough*) But live with it ~ and you got a Taeminnie gif, so BE HAPPY.

Yeoleobun Annyeong!♥

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